As the day gets nearer, the feelings get messier.

Exam results are out.
Now i am on my way to fulfil my childhood dream.

It actually happened :)

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

There is always this someone in your life.
That you missed the chance of telling him/her how you really felt at that time.
Just have to live with whatever memories that are left behind.
They are the only things that wouldn't change,
not even with time.

MAMA

The rewards held tightly in their hands, on a glamourous stage.

Exchange a fake bitter smile with a loud pitiful cry.
He, who cares, would be happier :)

The Places We Should Have Gone

Some try to forget
Some tend to dwell

I kept blaming him for falling for another girl and to many, i may seem like the victim in the break up.

But i just realised that i was actually the reason why he chose to go for someone else.
Someone better. 

She was the reason why.

X'(

Towel jumped out of the water.

There was a lot of blood on the floor and on the piece of feeding schedule infront of the tank. 

It must have struggled on the table top first and then dropped on the floor. 

When i spotted it on the ground, i freaked out totally.  

It looks really pale now and cannot even balance itself in the water. 

Its not just a fish.

Its our only pet.

We took care of it every single day.

Looking at it suffer and not being able to help AT ALL just sucks.

A simple gesture of yours that made my day :)

Pictures

Capture that moment that will never repeat itself.
It is not just a photo.

On hiatus.

Rushing reports.

RRB ep 6

如过我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏，要怎么拥有~~

to give up everything just for that one person.
Stupidity in a sane way :)

Animals aren't just your test tube with legs.

Many albino rabbits are used to test cosmetic products including the eye irritant test.

Their eyelids are forced opened for several hours by clips and after the solution to be tested is being dripped into their eyes, the clips holding on to their eyelids will prevent them from blinking.

Seriously?

Leave the animals in the nature or just keep them at your home as pets.
They do not belong to the laboratories.

Stop animal testing by only buying products that have the bunny logo!

Dreams do come true

Received a letter that i have been waiting for for 4 months since the application... Vet science :)

Conditional Offer of Admission

Dear Ms Wong

I am pleased to advise that subject to meeting the following conditions you will be eligible for admission to Murdoch University in 2012 as a full time international student:

Subject to completing the UWA Foundation Program with a High Distinction Average.

It's not that hard after all

Looking at how someone had his/her heart broken after a break up,
it just reminds you how you went through yours.
Till now, when you are still standing strong,
you realise that its not that hard after all.

R.B

ARGH.

Halloween party at the Library and AMPLIFIER CAPITOL.

Awesome shit.
But towards the end,
the devil came and took it all,
leaving the angel with a broken pair of wings.

Fake friends are worst than real enemies.

When you do someone a favour at risk and she becomes all...

I should have listened to my friends and not help.
Learnt my lesson.

Give me the keys.

I live in a cage.
I can't see what's far beyond these bars.
I long to run freely on an open grassland.
I don't feel like a king of the jungle.
I'm more like a pet cat.
ROAR. Meow.

The idea of putting animals in cages.

What's in the lion's mind?

I really want to know.

Needle and Thread

Got 3 high waisted shorts from Urban Outfitters online and when i open the package,
the shorts were like MASSIVE pieces of cloth.
Wanted to send them for alteration but apparently alteration in Australia is freaking expensive.
Once asked how much it costs to change a jacket's zip.
Guess how much is it....
$60!!!!!!!!
Are you kidding me?
So...i hand sewed (coz i dont know how to use the sewing machine =.=) them myself!
*proud*
Now they fit me perfectly ^.^

Yay.

NONO

Run fatty RUN.

Why i hate running so much before:

1. Even hearing the word "running" makes me pant and feel tired.

2. Boring.

Why im in love with it now:

1. Helps to turn me into a skinny bitch.

2. Makes me feel woohoooooo after the run.

3. Can think about lots of stuff while running (be it useful or stupid day dreamings)

My besties who know me super well will be shocked to know this.

Once asked them to call me god if i finished my 2.4km run. LOL

Now

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Let me hear some clappings!

For those ultra runners out there, 

i know you are rolling your eyes at the duration.

STOP IT.

Hahaha :P

I wonder

Blog is an online diary.
It is yours and you can post whatever you want.

But can you?
People wouldn't judge?
Really?

In the Matter of Perception

She is fat and everyone says that she is cute.

Im fat and everyone says that im ugly.

Why?

Jogginggggg

Jogged 8.5km super slowly (like bouncing speed) in 1hr20 min  while ray just speed walk beside me and take pics of the scenery.
He has this microchip in his nike shoes and the app in his phone can calculate the distance, time and calories burnt.
I only burnt 693cal........

One cookie kills it all D:

In time with you

Is there true friendship between a boy and girl?

I believe there is :)

Fat

Im not so extreme thou.

Just wrote a big word "FAT" on my right hand with a marker
so that whenever i reach for the cookie jar,

I will see the word and close it back.

The word "FAT" (still wet) was accidentally printed on my thunder thigh.

Wts.

=.=

My blend

-Amplifier Capitol. (14oct)
-Neon themed party. (14oct)
-The Library Night club Halloween Party (29oct)
-Rottness island (Nov)
-Always the last person to leave school till the security guard got to chase me out (every weekday =.= )

Thats how I define STUDY HARD AND PLAY HARD :P

Agree?

Yes? YAY

No? Go away. lol.

Whatever.

Im happy :)

Partaaayyy

Student council is deciding between a formal ball or halloween party this year.

We are going to conduct a survey to find out what the other students want.

Im voting for a HALLOWEEN PARTY for sure!!

Support that too people~

Really want to dress crazy for once >.<

Tomorrow's party theme is NEON.

Hmm....ideas?

That will be cool.

HAHA

♥ 不再属于我

我没有吃醋，只是看到你们一起和的照会觉得心里酸酸而已。
我没有吃醋，只是当我得知你们在一起有多快乐时就感觉不舒服而已。
我没有吃醋，只是不喜欢你们现在像我和你以前那样地相处着而已。
我没有吃醋，也没有吃醋的资格。

最不想看到的就是你现在用你以前爱我的方式来爱她。

To hear those words from you,
i know i will never be a piece again.

RRB (Episode 1)

Close your eyes.

Memories will bring you back to where you want to be.

It brought you back to me.

被背叛的爱情

一段烂掉的感情 没有伟大到要你去求他。

Perth Royal Show

13 to 16 yrs old $12

Above 16 yrs old $25

Went in with 12 bucks!

Steve's friend was working and when she was tearing steve's ticket, she went errr............

HAHAHA!

My show bag <3

Omg and no one wants to ride any rides except me coz they were afraid =.= 

Manage to drag hannah to ride sky walker with me :D

Haunted houses and speed that i missed coz no one else wants to go on them :(

Seeing all the couples at the theme park eating candy floss, playing fun fair games, girls holding GIGANTIC stuff toys that their bfs won for them blah blah blah

make me can't help but to feel *forever alone*

LOL XP

Online shopping!

But the pair of shoes that i want MOST is out of stock. Dang...

Look how pretty they are :(

Sweet~

When he picks up your hand without hesitation

saying that he is afraid of losing you in the crowd :)

Just came back from a run.
The sight of the rainbow that stretched over the pink lake kept me going.
Had some time alone and thought through stuff.

You are a passerby that weren't meant to stay any longer.

The reminders that are uncalled for

The carousel

Tumblr has all the pics that reminds me of you.

Stuck in the past.

Help.

If i said no to that taiwan trip, would you still be here today?

Episode 35 (the end)

When she is gone forever, your tears will no longer bring her back coz she can't see them anymore.

Startling By Each Step Episode 33

When the king looks at the carriage that brought his love away.

Scitech

Went to Scitech (aka science centre) with jil on mon.
There is this section where they have various samples of animal's poo and you have to guess which poo belongs to which animal.
I GUESSED THEM CORRECTLY

After working for a period of time in Night Safari,

animal poo recognition is one of the skill that I acquired.

or....is this not a skill... =.=


Anyway, when i came back home, i wrote a feedback letter to scitech coz i could not hold back my dissatisfaction..........


"It was my first experience to scitech and i had an amazing experience. The exhibits are cleverly designed and they interest me greatly. However, i noticed the need for a minor change in the exhibit settings. This regards to the air canon being placed close to the chicks exhibit. While watching the chicks, i observed that they were being frightened by the air canon every time some one fires the air canon. Thus, it might be better if the chicks can be situated beside exhibits that will not produce loud noises. Hope this advice will help to improve scitech in anyway. Thank you for your time :)"


So yeah..
Hope the poor chicks will have some time of peace soon! 

Startling by Each Step

4th prince

14th prince

Favourite 8th prince!

Pretty Ruo Xi~

Hahaha! iPhone in the Qing Dynasty...

Prince with big sacrifices!

Startling by Each Step Episode 12

Just to know that you are alright makes it all worthwhile.

My Brother

Kept reminding myself to send a text to my brother in Singapore to wish him happy birthday.
And maybe becoz i was thinking about it to much that i dreamt of him at night.
So the dream goes like that...

We were all at the harbour coz apparently he had to leave for some army mission for a very long time.
I was helping him to pack his bag and i remember putting in some pencils and a sharpener.
The suddenly he told me that he didn't have an eraser, so i ran home to get it.
When i came back, he left.
Was crying like mad.

When i woke up, i texted my brother and told him about my dream.
He said lots of stuff that i never imagined that he would and that made me cry even more.
So i was telling him, "so you think that me crying in the dream isn't enough and now you want to make me cry even more?"
HAHAHHA. >.<

Although we don't really talk much and neither do we express our feelings openly to each other,
but i know that we love each other.

Happy birthday kor kor :)
I love my sista too! (in case she is reading my blog :P)

Photoboooooooth

New Bento Box!

This is the ONLY reason for me to look forward to school reopening..

I MISS NIGHT SAFARI!!

Was looking back at my pictures and videos of night safari.
It is really what i want to do for the rest of my life.
My friend thought that it is rather unclean and stuff to work in such conditions with animals.
I understand what she means but I somehow i don't feel that way at all.

Okay so now I am a bit confused.
I am going for vet course.
You treat the animals and return them back to the keeper's care.
But as a keeper, you actually take care of them everyday like your own pet and i really love that.

Got to sort that out myself.
Night Safari is a place i want to be :)

Secret Garden POSERS~

Jil is the gay boy, and im the manly tomboy.

HAHAHA! its actually because they switched souls in the show :)

No need further explanations for secret garden fans and 

for those non secret garden fans, 

GO WATCH IT NOW! 

and you will become a fan eventually. TEEHEE

Some random thoughts that i have so grabbed a few pictures from google and made these up.

Some people might think that it is cheesy or whatever, 

but it is until you feel it yourself then you will understand what I'm trying to say.