Monday, January 24, 2011

DADDY AND MUMMY

I was back at uncle roy's place ytd and my parents are coming over in about 2 hrs time! Their arrival time is 9.05pm so i reckon they will reach at around 10plus. I miss them so so much..Scared i will cry when i see them later, haha. Webcammed with mummy this morning and she said that i must hug her when i see her, lol.

The house is all clean and tidy to welcome them~ Also to prove to them that i can be independent and take care of myself. Not having a maid for a month made me learn alot of things: cleaning, washing, sweeping, mopping, gardening and COOKING . Not at the expert stage but the food still turn out to be edible so not too bad :P Wifey material already, LOL (>.<)

Tried taking the bus to school today coz school starts TOMORROW. I alighted too late when i went to school so have to walk one bus stop back. I alighted too early when i wanted to get home so got to walk back again =.= Got to open my eyes real big tomorrow so that i wouldn't be late for the first day of school, haha XP

Please fast forword the time so that i can see them sooner! :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

New Blog Skin

Took me so long to come out with this simple blog skin.
Got the skin pattern from http://media.photobucket.com/image/cute%20background/manga476/Cute%20Background/cute-background-020.gif?o=15&sortby=sevendaysview and just repeated it using template designer.
I guess i took quite some time to do it coz i couldn't decide on the size, font, colour etc etc. Just TOO many options (T.T)

The Way Out

Cuzzie asked me about ex today. She gave me good advices that i will remember always. I could tell her everything without feeling the pain, which is something which i would before. I wouldn't say that i feel nothing at all but at least not crying like a worthless girl.

I'm glad that things ended up like this for the both of us.
Maybe that girl appeared to help me out of this situation which i have been stuck in for more than a year.
She took you away but in turn gave me what i deserve in life, which is definitely not you.
If we were still together, i wouldn't have bear to leave Singapore because you were there.
I would probably STILL be crying over those meaningless quarrels, going through those painful time outs or wasting my effort salvaging a relationship that was never meant to work.

Now that I'm here, I can safely say that it can be nothing better than this.
Take care in army..

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

JGS

After watching you're beautiful and mary stayed out all night..
His ultra cute smile  (^_^)

His uber cute pout ('*')

He is Jang Geun Suk :)  <3

Saturday, January 15, 2011

I know it's not real.

在黑暗中,我的星星在哭. 怎么办...

想对你说出喜欢你,
但又不能,
感觉就快暴露了.

Dear Crush,
When will you notice me?

Watching you are beautiful now.
Though i know that it's just how the script writer pens down the plot of the story in his head and the actress is just acting accordingly to what's on that piece of paper, somehow the way i can relate myself to her makes me cry when she does in the show.

The tissue box is now officially empty~
Hope that the feeling will fade away before anyone finds out..

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Not Because, But Because.

When the phone rings, u will immediately look at your phone to see if the msg or call is from him.
If it is, you go "woo!! ^_^ ". If its not, you go " sighh =.= ". Not because any other calls are not important but because you want to hear from him whenever you can.

Watching him sleep can keep you smiling the whole night. Even thou its nothing special, he can somehow still keep you company even though he is deep asleep. Not because you have nothing better to do but because you will be so in love with every feature he has got that looking at them for hours wouldn't bore you at all.

When you are unable to contact him in anytime, you can't sit still. Your imaginations run wild. You don't know what happened to him. You will want to keep calling till you reach him. When he finally returns your call, you get angry not because you are really angry but because you are so anxious that you don't know how else to express it. Deep down, you feel relieved as never before.

He is so precious that a small tiny cut on him can upset you hundred times more then if you yourself get the cut. Not because you don't love yourself but because you love him more than anything else. You know he will be fine but still, you feel the pain more than he does.

You will love that boy whom some people might think that he is not as good as you think. Not because you have a weird taste, but because you saw something in him that others don't.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Back :)

Just came back from summer holiday yesterday! It was so much fun and so much more to explore. Thanks to Christina and Patrick who invited me on this trip :) Hope i can go back to lucky bay again. It won 2 consecutive years for having the whitest sand in the world. Beautiful~ Pictures are all on facebook!

Im so in love with this korean drama 'Mary Stayed Out All Night' ! The show is so OMG-ly nice. Especially when the 2 male leads get jealous when they see the girl going out with the other guy but because they are too prideful, they dont show it. Thou its a cliche plot but it never fails to make me go 'awwww..' GO WATCH! Love it to bits. <3





Jang Geun Suk. Be mine please.. haha (^.^)



Saturday, January 1, 2011

When you know

1. Although he is not professional in doing something, somehow the way he does it slowly still makes him looks cute.

2. You pretend not to look at him so that you wouldn't seem to be desperate. But you always make it a point that you can still see him from the corner of your eye. When you turn to look at him but he is not looking at you, you feel kinda upset. But when he does, you smile secretly, in your heart, and hurriedly look away coz u don't want him to know that you are looking at him. If not its gonna be quite awkward.

3. When he plops himself down next to you while you are watching the television, your heart pounds so fast that you no longer know or can hear what the television is showing. You just want to enjoy the moment when he is close to you. Even though he has no intentions at all, it doesn't matter. You will still feel happy.

4. You will go wherever you know that he will appear, even though you may not like the event at all. In the end, it is still worth it.

5. Looking away but still being able to hear his voice and laughter is beautiful enough.

I will take it as you were too tired, not because you have forgotten about it..