Thursday, March 31, 2011

That call

You rang me up once you know that I was upset.
I dont need any big, fancy, pretentious or sophisticated words of comfort.
As long the comfort comes from you,
its enough to bring me through.


The concern that you have for me is the reason why I'm fine now.
Thank you :)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Not as good as i thought

The days without you.
Your little actions.
You whispering into my ear.
You leaning close to hear me better.
And, the sight of you.

I text you because i care.
When i dont text you,
I'm waiting for you to care.

All the best B :)

B is gonna confess to the girl he likes this weekend.
How lucky is he.
To have the courage to do that.
Hope he will get the girl.
As promised, he will wassap me once he has an answer from her!
<3 = accepted
</3 = rejected
: x = never ask
HAHA.

I will never dare to.

My doodle~

Help me find. Would you?

Eutopia :)




Tuesday, March 29, 2011

woohoo~

I shall announce........
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FINAL EXAMS OVER~~~~~~~~~

But 3 more terms to go = THREE more final exams =.=
ohh wells..

Got soooo much things to do.
Cannot wait to complete all of them.
Holidays ROCKS as usual.
Agree with me people! :D

Teehee~

Sunday, March 27, 2011

The worst thing that can happen during..MAJOR EXAMS..


You are so hard to understand.

If only i could tell you

The days when i bump into you in school.
The days when we have the same class.
The days when we spent the whole day out together.
The days when you asked if i had my meal.
The days when we wore the same colour.
The days when you have bad hair day but still look cute.
The days when im just so happy :)

The days when i dont see you in school.
The days when we dont have the same class.
The days when i dont even get to talk to you at all.
The days when i keep checking my phone but no text messages from you.
The days when im just not happy :(



Saturday, March 26, 2011

Friday, March 25, 2011

Tummy Flutters!

The sight of you rapids my heart beat and blushes my face.
I always try to avoid you coz i dont want to give myself a chance to do silly things infront of you.
But at the same time, i still want a slight peek of the person that i like :P
I will pretend like im perfectly normal but you have no idea how nervous and happy i am when i get to talk to you.
I may seem cool about it but NO.

I love receiving texts from you!! <3

Thursday, March 24, 2011


U came right next to me without having a second thought :)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Love it when you come running towards me.
Hehe :)

Will i always be the first person that you will text when something new happens to you?
Pretty please, i want to be :P

It's shuling's day today!
divuirehuihuicsnduhfuirhuifhtegvjndscn!!!!!
I hope someone will tell me that too~
So jealous! hahaha.
Happy for her :D

I love stringers!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

ROjAk

English presentation and math test tomorrow..

Stayed back to do english presentation with shu, billy and nick.
Shu, billy and I did our parts and..
for Mr Nick Qiu..he contributed too..
by getting us food and drinks from claremont. HAHA.
Halfway while we were doing, he disappeared. Went to play soccer with 肥仔.
But anyways, forgave delievery boy coz he got us food :P

Other than not contributing, he caused disturbance in our group. LOL.
He randomly said that he has his girlfriend's picture in his wallet.
So we were like, "omg omg! we want to see!!"
Then when we saw the picture, the girl looks familiar.
It took me 5 seconds to realize that I'm the girl in the picture =.=
This is what happened...
He browsed through my wallet when I'm CONCENTRATING in finishing the project with shu and billy,
took out a picture of me from my wallet, put in his wallet, and tell his friends that that is his girlfriend.
Not only that, he shouted 'i love jerzelle!!! in the LIBRARY -.-
Jerzelle's market value in school now = ZERO
Thank you nick~ *fake smile*

Finished the preparation for presentation.
Walked to the bus stop together with my group mates.
Nick was trying to be funny AGAIN and pretended to be a beggar at the bus stop.
He sat on the floor and emptied his coin pouch in front of him.
He waited for his "customers" according to him, LOL.
But no one gave him money coz we thought prolly that's because everything from top to bottom on him is branded. LMAO!
Billy took a video of him doing that >.<
Shu and i  had a good laugh seriously, hahhaha XD

Took 98 with billy, he said that he missed his bus so he could send me home.
Went to herdsman near my place to get his groceries.
OMG. He is soooo picky about food.
The apple looked PERFECTLY fine to me but to billy, its not good enough -.-
Got the cheese and cracker that he say he would bring to school for our mini celebration after eng presentation. Yays :D
Then....
We walked pass the ICE CREAM section!
Wooohoooo~
He got himself a vanilla one and asked if i want one.
So i tried to look for the price but couldn't.
He got a little impatient and said "just pick which ever one u want, i will pay"
OMFG. This is what rich kids say.
How i wish i can say that too...zzzzzz....
Made me looked dumb when i was looking for the price like an AUNTIE =.=
Oh well, got a caramel one. How yummy is that :)
But i told him that i will treat him back the next time.
I wouldn't 'eat' people's money okay!!
HAHAHA.

Monday, March 21, 2011

An unwanted present from you


You gave me a fairytale.
A fairytale that will remain as a fairytale.
Nothing more than that.
Coz it will never come true.

:(

Gopal passed on today..
Still remember how he would share his experiences with me, his encounters with the tigers and elephants.
He would try to act out the scene to try to make me understand what he was trying to say coz he cannot really express himself well in english.
He loves to eat.
He would sit at the pantry with packets of biscuits infront of him. Lots of them.
He will always offer to ask if i want some.
Whenever i look at him, he never fail to smile back at me.
I miss that smile..

You just made my day :)

Im happy not because of what you think it is, its because of you and your random-ness :P

Saturday, March 19, 2011

You felt the same way as i did!!!
And that makes me soooo happy. Hehe :P
The bad event turned out to be a platform to show me that you care.
May not be alot but at least a tad bit.


I will keep my promise! :D

Friday, March 18, 2011

would you be happy if you know?
or would you have that same feeling you had in the past..
I panicked when you weren't here.
I kept checking my phone to see if you texted.
Suddenly when you appeared right infront of me  :)


Little messages between us without the use of words :)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

当我喜欢上你的时候,
没有人对我说过我以后一定会伤心难过。
所以我爱了。

当我得不到我要的答案的时候,
没有人对我说过这将会是我们的结局。
所以我哭了。

你不知道, 也不会知道。

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

That melody that was once nice

不是我想得太多
只是怀念,你走以后。。

Was running through my music files..
Saw the songs that we sang at kbox.
I didn't want to click on them, but i did.

The songs that you always pick,
But now, do you still?

You like to sing them in your own way.
You didn't care what else was around you.
But now, do you still?

I sounded happy when i was singing those songs,
prolly because i was really happy at that time..back then.
But now, can i still?

Your voice.
Once so familiar.
But now, is it still?

I loved to sing to you.
But now, can i still?

I dont think so.

It has been quite sometime.
静静的喜欢,
也是一种快乐 :)

Haseef's Birthday!

ITS HASEEF'S BIRTHDAY!!!
I didnt forget coz he marked down his birthday in my diary book saying:
"HASEEF'S BIRTHDAY! Get him a present. "
LOL.=.=
Shu and Li Aun bought the cake(caramel cake =YUMS)
and present (yellow ducky that lights up mysteriously o.O)
Used firecrackers as candles.
When the firecrackers were lighted up, haseef wasnt here yet and we were like
' DRAG HIM HERE NOW!!' >.<
Took quite alot of pics, hehe. Will uploade on fb :)

Went to math class after the celebration.
We went through the pictures that we took and he said,
'omg, my hair. TAKE AGAIN'
So we camwhored in class when we were sitting right infront of the teacher.
But we did it discreetly so our teacher didnt see but i think the people sitting behind us saw.
HAHA. Oh wells :P
Wanted to watch the video that i took during the celebration so we mute the camera,
played the video and it went 'Happy birthday..'
omfg. damn the camera. quickly turned it off (@.@)

IKEA MEATBALLS AT JIL"S PLACE. yaysss :D

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

U could have told me directly.
I wouldnt have mind :(
Wasted my whole weekend.

Lousy day at school. Meh~

Monday, March 14, 2011

When the person you like smiles at you :) OMG. hahahhahaha.
What kind of present will make your past pale in comprison?

I will always check my phone, just in case you msged..
2 hours of silent happiness :)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Where are you and what are you doing?
Get back to me asap, i dont want to wait anymore.

You

The way you cannot catch up in class.
The way you panick when things are piling up.
The way you like the things you love.
The way you like your food to be.
The way you feel happy over insignificant things.
The way you try to understand me.
The way you get jumpy when i was only joking with you.
The way you tease me and make me laugh when you see that i am unhappy.
The way you insist to walk me to where i need to go.
The way you ask me where i am.
The way u ask me to be careful.
The way you text me randomly and tells me random stuff.
The way you take note of the little details and remember them when i dont.
The way you will walk beside me on the streets.

The way you are who you are.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

After School

City with peeps! Ate at the new food court!
Small economic rice with rice and 3 other dishes is $7.80.
Not too bad lahh huh :P
Played pool~
So long since i last played pool.
My shi fu-s are STEVEN KHONG and REUBEN when we were Sec 4 or something.
Still remember we will always go to arena to play then eat burger king after that. Ahh...miss those days..
I think if they see how i play now, they prolly will faint and ask me to remove their names from my blog. LOL!
Great time out with them :D
Picturesss on facebook! ^.^

Argh.
YES. Conversation kill.
How to continue a conversation and make it sound natural?
Oh wells, at least i was happy that its from you :)

Friday, March 11, 2011

At chem practical lab..
Jil: You see..im so nice to you. I helped you to wipe your table, it was wet before you came.
Jerzelle: Isn't that what u are suppose to do?
Jil: !!!!!!!!! Don't ever talk to me again.
Jerzelle: LOL >.<

Thursday, March 10, 2011

BIO PRESENTATION IS OVER!! finally lahhh....
I was asking jilyne whether should i push it till tmr, and she said dont coz even till tmr i will still feel that im not prepared. AND YES. Luckily i listened to her and we completed our bio presentation. Was quite a good one :D

Rushed english essay after school coz need to send in by 5pm today and bio report to be handed in by tmr.
Jil and raychard came to ka jiao daniel and I. OMG. So embarassing!!!
It's not as if daniel don't understand english and he can hear whatever they were talking about =.=

Went to city. Ate at a new sushi place! Daniel really knows ALOT of sushi places and when the discount starts. LOL. yeahh..i know..everyday sushi..but its nice and cheap (after 5pm) what!! hahahaha.

Registered for State Library member!
We were trying to figure out which level is the level that we usually go to coz we need to book a com there.
We decided that its level 3 so...
We climbed up the stairs to the usual level and look at the level sign. It says level 1 (-.-''''')
Nevermind, so we just climb another 3 levels and after we reach the REAL level 3, we realize that we could have taken the lift. DOTS LAH! >.<

Shu is SO addicted to jap animes after i told her to watch bokura!
She will go 'awwww...bless...' and 'hahahahhaha' throughtout the whole episode. Makes me want to watch too!!!
Now she is like 4 other dramas ahead of me.
Im still at bokura. LOL.

Gonna volunteer at spca during the school break.YAYsss! :D

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Math probability test today. Did quite okay :)
Ravinder patel marks super fast. Within the 1.5 hr when we are having other classes, we got back all our papers.

Met Deanna when Daniel Alice and I were walking out of school.
She doesn't know how to walk to the claremount station even till today. LOL. So we walked her there.
At the train station, while we were 'bitching' about our english teacher, he appeared at the train station almost IMMEDIATELY. How creepy~ So never ever ever bitch about people. Hope he didn't hear though >.<

Alice got off at daglish! So near my place! Next time can meet up rather easily. Hehe :)
Took the train to city with daniel. We were both starving so we went to the sushi place again :P
They will bring down the price of each sushi roll to $2 after 5pm but we got there at 4.45pm.
And i was like "oh no..must wait.. :( "
But but but..the KIND AND PRETTY AND OH-SO-NICE lady gave us the discount nevertheless coz daniel is a regular customer. LOL.
Actually not much difference but better then waiting for another 15 mins when we are starving right >.<
Went to city lib and started doing bio presentation powerpoint.

Daniel: Eh? We can use this bio powerpoint again since we are taking bio again the next term right?
Jerzelle: No, we cannot.
Daniel: Why?
Jerzelle: Coz this part (pointing to our names) got to change since im not gonna group with you again.
Daniel: YOU ARE SO MEAN!!!!
Jerzelle: Hahahaha >.<

and home sweet home :)

Monday, March 7, 2011

Labour Day!

No school = Woohoooooo~
Stay home to complete homework = Boohoooooo~

Waiting and expecting became a habit..

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Toopid

AHHHH!!! i dont get what you are thinking!!!
Is it that im thinking to much into it and all that i thought of don't exist at all?
I want to believe that they do exist. Every single detail of them.
Coz that's exactly how i want things to be.
But you are just..i don't know.
At one time, you are 100°C, then the next moment you are 0°C.
This is what i call extreme temperature change which can cause breakage.
Are u like that to everyone?
People do get driven crazy by another person.
Live example here.

Bokura Ga Ita Ep 12

WARNING: If it's just going to be a relationship of hardship and mental agony, you should put an end to it.

Sigh..i wanted to ask so badly, but i dont have the guts to.
Running away from reality is stupid but gives you an imaginary world to live in.
Not that bad actually..
At least when i don't know the truth, im enjoying every single second of it.
See how it goes then..

Saturday, March 5, 2011

FRIDAY~

Did bio presentation powerpoint with daniel today. completed it, just left abit of touch up. went to the city lib coz school lib closes at 3pm. couldn't concentrate coz most of the time we were on his facebook. LOL. Had sushi and bubble tea coz he was hungry and thirsty for just bringing ONE snack bar for lunch.. The sushi and bbtea were soooo good! And he got me roc candies!! MY FAVOURITE candy in the world. City is a place where u will meet everyone from taylors college. Got so awkward when we kept bumping into friends >.<

Met the rest at the Asian food fair! Daniel went back coz he need to get back to watch his BLACK SWAN and rest after stressing too much for the difficult math matrices test. Haha :P

Nichelle and Ray got to line up for duper long for the satay. Jil and i got to wait duper long for them to restock the prawn dumplings. Got char shao pao and pork dumplings too! I didnt eat coz was too full from the sushi lunch. Went back with ray. Saw the bus went pass when we were still on the train =.= we walked all the way to his place's bus stop coz the next bus was like half hr later. SOOO far. The streets were quiet. SCARY. Unlike in singapore where the streets and roads will still be busy at 7.40 pm. Not in perth definitely. He kept scaring me saying that there were 3 shadows even though there were just the 2 of us. zzzzz. hahaha. We went singing away coz no one was there. lol. Waited for my bus then he left.

Jil looks better today. Happy when i see her eat all the asian food that she has been craving for. Thats the way girl! :D

ROC CANDIES!! LOVE IT :)


Friday, March 4, 2011

Come soon, stay and dont go away

Looking forward to things can really give you the drive to pull yourself through all the other boring days.
But i dont want the day that im looking forward to come and go.
Coz i dont know when will be another day that i will get to experience all of that again.
Come soon, stay and dont go away!!

Your silly mistakes always make you look sooo cute :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

be fine soon

my friend broke up with her boyfriend today.
long distance relationship didnt work for her.
i cannot console her. i know no matter what i say, it wouldn't make her feel any better.
i can accompany her during school hours and after school but end of the day, when she goes to sleep at night, she will have to face everything by herself.
there is no way she can go to bed without crying.
i can see that she is trying very hard to hold back her tears infront of us.
made her took down all the photos that were on her wall and keep everything that she got from her bf away.
she didn't want to delete their pictures on facebook but she had to.
to see that the guy changed his status to single before her really struck her.
i could understand why she broke down in that corner of the room.

having someone once so close to you becoming a total stranger now is really not nice at all.
still want to be friends? i highly doubt so.
promise me that u will be fine soon my friend..