It has been a year exactly. How have you been?
What are you doing when im typing all these?
I still remember how badly i cried that night begging you not to leave.
That was my greatest regret.
A part of me that i hate.
To make myself look worthless infront of you.
That expression on your face.
So cold.
I couldn't recognize you at all.
I asked for a hug.
You told me that will be the last.
I was instantly killed by what you said.
Got off the car with nothing left to say.
If i was given a chance once again,
I would leave, with no tears shed.
Not a single drip.
To save the pride that i should have taken away with me.
You were very sure of your decision.
No matter how much i asked you not to.
How heartless can this boy be?
More than me.
How we met at the camp.
How you wanted me to be your girl.
How we played during the bali trip.
How you stood by me when i went through my operation.
How we celebrated every single monthsary.
And..how we are complete strangers now.