Bronx: Why are people not feeding me as much all of a sudden?
Meow~

What's in the box?

✧ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!!!! ✧

Birthday celebration over skype :)

Although we cannot celebrate your birthday together,
hope every little thing in the box will make up for my absence.
Love you!

Betrayer

A past that you don't want to remember.
Even if it comes back to you one day,
let it know that you have moved on.
That's the best way to show that you are better off without it.

Things that I will never ever do:

1. Pick up smoking
- Just can't take the smell :(

2. Get a Tattoo
- Too painful

3. Piercings other than the basic 2

- Painful too

4. Drugs
- well I was taught in school not to do drugs, there must be a reason why
(not that i will try but not going to deny that I'm actually a little bit curious of how it feels like)

No offense to you guys out there who have done any of these.
That's just meeeeee

my parents will be so happy to see this post. lol.

“想不开就别想，得不到就不要”

exams exams exams

i wonder if there is anyone that actually likes studying?

I don't.

I like casual learning.

Not under the pressure of exams :(

get through this and all will be fine~

熟悉的陌生人

明明很相爱的两个人，
为什么可以因为另一个人的出现，
而放弃两人之间所拥有的一切呢？

说过的承诺，失去了它原本的意义。
谎言，代替了它。

回忆，也不再美了。

Counting down to the end of exams and...BACK TO SINGAPORE!

So many things that I want to do.

1. Squeeze my cat once I reach home (Don't care if he is gonna struggle or what, not gonna let him go for at least like 2 hours).

2. Spend heaps of time with my family!

3. Meet all my friends whom I promised to catch up with :D

4. Visit night safari :)

5. Eat those Singaporean food that I have been craving since day one when I left (Trust me, I've got a list).

6. SHOPPING

7. Meet ❤

8. Just by being home~

This list got me excited alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

I have been really worried that the cut might leave an ugly scar.
But guess what!
I realised something.
If I put my thumb and my index finger next to each other, it actually forms a perfect little heart shape!
I'm not even joking.
About 0.5cm?
yeah so I'm really lucky to have such a tiny scar and at the same time, a cute one!
Wee~
Not too bad after all :D

Him.

Going all out just to make our relationship work and never once say that he wants to give up.
Flying to Singapore 3 times this coming summer just to visit and then fly back to perth with me.
Saying that he will make it up to me for all the time that he is not by my side.
Wanting to meet my parents so much to prove himself to them that he is trustworthy.
Making plans of what we are gonna do when we get to meet after 3 long months.

And..
Being my live alarm clock from today onwards ^.^

Love :)

So..my unit coordinator has been calling me up for the pass few weeks and also visited me in class to ask me about my hand injury.
Today, he called again during my lecture and I whispered into the phone saying that I can't talk now.
I was like, he saw my hand on Friday and knows that it's all okay now, why keep calling?!?!
And it is ALWAYS during lecture time.
Then,
I called him back after class.
He said.......................

"Hey shu, you won the lucky draw prize of $250 worth of school bookshop voucher for attending all the workshops (which almost everyone does), come collect it at my office anytime."

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHH :D
yes, i didn't expect that too.
I thought it was gonna be about my hand or the lab report or anything else other than a prize.
Oh wells.
Supply of books, no, i mean chocolates for my whole time in uni!

Or maybe...
they purposely gave the prize to me as a consolation for my injury that I got during this unit's lab class...
I think so.
Hmm..It's all worth it now..
LOL

Suddenly Gangnam style comes on on a party bus..

Holy **********************

hahaha

Don't ever lie to someone coz those who believed your lies will be those who trusted you

I shall be a cat this year!

Meow~

I was a little moody today.
So i asked him to sing a song to me while we were skyping.
And he did.
So cute :)

Thanks for being there for me babe..

As the day gets closer,
the more scared I'm.
I don't want to see the people whom I love most dearly being crushed after knowing what happened.
Seeing them still smiling everyday makes me really upset.
Coz they have no idea what is coming.
But I know.
There is nothing I can do.
I thought everything was okay, or even perfect at first.
Other people thought so too.
But apparently not.

Her fear. I can feel it.
It's scary. Really scary.

This too shall pass.
As soon as possible.
Please :(

Oh yeah! we realised that we can actually watch a movie together even if we are miles away from each other.

By sharing screen on skype!
Smart hey?

Hehe :P

He told the whole world (aka via facebook status) that I'm his girlfriend today!
Had lots of concern at first about publicising it but I'm happy now :)

Love <3

Finally got my stitches off!
6 stitches.
6 mini heart attacks.
5th was the worst.
The woooooooo pain.
Omg.
Haha.
One of the stitch snapped and some part of it was left inside.
Can't take it out.
The nurse gave me lollies after coz she said I was brave.
Oh well.
I will forgive her for breaking the stitch then.

lol.

Meet Charlie (again) and Zoe!

My friend Vik is housesitting them only till this friday so I quickly went to visit them again.

Not gonna see them anytime soon :(

PS. You can never get angry with your pets coz you will just go sigh.................then hug them again :)

Stumbled upon his voice yesterday and I fell in love with it instantly.
And the lyrics~

可乐! :)

PS: if you are someone who doesn't listen to chinese songs,
please do not press the play button and ignore this post. 
If not you will think that it is just a ching chong ting tong ling long song and that will seriously insult my new idol. HAHA.

It is when you are unwell that you know who are the people who really love you :)

I always feel that you are not as important.
so when i hurt you,
I thought it was okay.
But now, i realise how much i need you..





I'm sorry left hand...





Haha :P

Ouch.

Just had 6 stitches on my hand.
During lab class,
while i was forcing the glass pipette into the pipette pump,
the glass broke and i forced the broken glass pipette into my hand and scooped out some flesh.
i know this sounds gross.
but that's exactly what happened.
was so shocked at first when i saw a piece of flesh dangling off my hand.
it only register to me what just happened after like 10 seconds.
then i cried.

drama max.
my group members were like "OMGGGGGGG. Wtffff"

Rested at the first aid room while waiting for the school nurse to come.
The unit coordinator and lab technicians all came to ask me how i was feeling.
i couldn't stop tearing so i replied in the awkward crying voice while trying to breathe.
Please, next time just leave me alone =.=

The nurse came.
I was like " can you just give a a painkiller jab first?"
She said, "oh i will, but first i need to get your particulars.."
WHAT THE...... KILL ME seriously.
Blood was like oozing out and dripping all over the place.
the lab technicians kept changing the serviettes coz they were constantly being soaked with blood.

Security came. Drove us to the school clinic.
The doctor looked at my wound and said, " I cannot fix this, it's too complicated. You have to go to a plastic surgeon at the hospital."
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

And that was after the delay of 3 hours in school.

Don't ask me why.

I have no freaking idea what everyone was doing.

Fine. Called Theodore to take me to the hospital.
He was sleeping then coz he did his essay till 4am but still flew down to school.
Thanks buddy :)
Went to the reception and told them that i was referred by the school doctor to get my hand stitched up.
The lady said "You HAVE to go to the emergency department right now"

When i went there, i waited for like......1.5 hours.
Erm, """EMERGENCY""?

A lady had a mini heart attack but i went in before her.
So i reckon there was still a wee bit of emergency in this.
haha.

okay. then hell started.
The plastic surgeon examined my wound and said it was too deep so i had to do an x-ray to see if there were any glass pieces left in the wound.
And yeah, there were.
I had like 5 local anaesthetic jabs at different areas of my hand.
But i could still feel the pain of them digging out the glass pieces, pushing the flesh back in etc.

Of all the days and all the people,

I have to get a practicing student that day.

The plastic surgeon was taking his time to teach the practicing student while doing the stitches.
And there was a time when i could feel where they were stitching but felt pain at another area.
So I turned slightly to take a peep of what was going on.
I saw the other side of my hand with the dangling flesh being caught under the surgical cloth.
Omg.
Put me to sleep already.

Oh well. The nurse was nice at least.
She gave me a 20cm cotton pad for me to cry on.
It's that bad.
I wasn't like making the drama crying noises but tears just kept falling down.
Guys, it's an involuntary reflex okay.
And she said to me " at least when you feel pain, you know that you're alive."
True that.

At the end of the surgery,
i thought it was over but nope.
One more tetanus jab D:
The the doctor left and the nurse came in.
She saw my dressing and said, "That's the wrong dressing and why did the doctor not clean up all the blood on your hand??"
I said, "oh, i thought i was suppose to do it myself.."
She said, "No, he's suppose to clean it for you".
She is a really experienced nurse so she went out to like "scold" the doctor.
Haha.
That was pretty funny.

Now that the anaesthetic has worn off,
I can feel the real pain kicking in :(

Was typing this super long post with only my right hand,
Appreciate this people.
Wish me speedy recovery.

PS: no pictures coz that might just scare my readers away.

Charlie the Siamese Cat

He was taking a stroll at the park.

The odd one out among all the other dogs.

Constantly being barked at.

He continued walking.

Maintained his composure.

The arrogance and pridefulness in him.

Just like a lion.

But everything gave way when...

he meowed.

You don't have to pretend to be someone else :)

“永远都不要去想念你不曾拥有过的“

Have to spit out a 1200 words essay on animal ethics with referencing of at least 6 peer reviewed articles by Tuesday.

Magic, I need you right now.

 Practicality      VS      Appearance

Been asking around.

Ultra polarised viewsssss.

MAKE A CONFUSED PERSON EVEN MORE CONFUSED.

Conclusion.

Go for the pretty one!

Coz anyway both phones allow me to call, text, take pictures and have map application.

That's all I ask for from my phone.

Okay so i removed my blog song coz some of you didn't like the same song playing at the background over and over again.
After i removed it, some of you asked why i removed it.
You guys are quite hard to pleaseeeeee.
Haha.
And most importantly, my best friend Jil still wants it.
So, for everyone's benefit,
I gonna keep the music playing.....but a different one!

Hope you guys like it :)

PS: Will try to change it frequently before any of you gets sick of it again >.<

We're staying together

Another 5 years of long distance relationship is gonna be so hard.

We are both trying.

He got an iphone so that we can whatsapp and viber call more often rather than just sending overseas texts all the time.

We just had the conversation of whether we should give it a go or just end it before it gets harder.

Coz he might not be able to come back to Perth.

Not easy at all.

I have no idea what would be the best option for us.

I just know that breaking up will be the last thing that I want.

So no matter how hard it gets, it will still be better than losing him.

Tonight, I realised how much he means to me.

Let's stay together as long as we can. 

I was at the Perth Royal Show yesterday.

Yes, the atmosphere of all the rides and games that were going on seemed all fun and the place was filled with laughter and joy.

But when the fireworks started, it just reminded me of your absence.

I will see you soon, 

just 8 more weeks..

Miss you.

那一刻
他什么也没说
只是把她抱进了怀里
在她耳边轻轻地说了声 “对不起。。”
她哭了。

no more blog song!

Little gestures that can mean so much.

I smiled.

:)

From twitter:

"The first boy that made you cry is the boy that you love.

The first boy that made you laugh is the boy that loves you.

The first boy that made you bleed is your first boy."

LOL >.<

一个爱她的。
一个她爱的。
三个人的爱情，
不会快乐。

Instructions:

1. Take one  FIVE confetti party poppers in hand

2. Point them towards a direction where there is no one

3. With a sudden movement, pull the strings.

COZ I"M DONE WITH MID SEMESTER EXAMS!

I bet you know how I feel :D

Yay.

Enjoy now and worry about the results later.

And final exams too...

lol >.<

Why I Love Cats

1. Abusive use of their innocent eyes to ask for food.

2. Not body size conscious at all.

3. If you don't give it more food, 

 it just sits there and stares at the empty bowl pitifully,

 looks away to show its discontentment..

or gives you a grumpy face till.........

You give up

or...it gives up..

Haha.

Credits to rainbow bridge vet clinic cats! :D

Mid sem exams to be over asap pleaseeee.
But essay and report due right after.
Dang.

Just wondering how you guys would feel when someone says to you for example:

"Even though you are not the sharpest crayon in my crayon box, you are my favourite colour!"

Yes. Compliments with "even though".

Will you accept the compliment gladly?

Or deflect it coz of the "even though" that comes before / the "but" that follows after?

Call me lame but I would think it's cute.. :(

Next FRIDAY for me!!

Weeeee~

Can't wait to get on the crazy rides, buy some show bags and 

eat cotton candy/popcorn/corn dog/churros!! 

(not that I can't eat them during normal days but it just feels different when you eat them 

at a funfair kinda setting :P)

Best Chef Ever!

So, I had to settle my dinner today coz yy was out till like 10pm.
Was busy studying so I didn't bother to cook.
When he came back and whatsapped me what's for lunch tmr,
I sent him a picture of my "dinner"...

(notice the study notes behind people. I'm really studying....LOL)

to make it look more pathetic...

So it went like this.. (simplified version)

YY: (being sarcastic) oh yeah that looks delicious

Shu: Your own dinner that you ate outside you mean. (got pissy) Go cook now (~10.45pm), i'm coming home from lib to eat.

YY: (sends apple emoticon) give you an apple

Shu: ...

YY: Actually I feel like cooking. I will fry some yummy food!

Shu: (don't believe that he will be so nice) !!! really??

YY: Did I say I'm gonna cook for you?

Shu: (=.=)  I knew it.

And

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 TADAAAAA~

:D

Okay got to drink tea now. Coz that's freaking SUPPER...

Sometimes I wish that you can be less mature than you are.
I still want to do what other young couples do.
Being silly in public, send cheesy texts before we go to bed or be in huge fights that can end with just a simple " I love you".
We are in different stages of our lives.
You have outgrown all of these.
I'm not at where you are now.
Can you slow down your steps?
I want to be beside you.

When you have someone else to compare him with,
you will never be happy with what you have.

So much to study...

Next time. 

Next time I will study earlier.

I promise.

Procrastination, I blame you.
If I ever break my promise, it's all your fault.

No time for other stuff (except blogging).

STUDY!!!!!

"You will never get lost shu coz I know where I left ya"

She came into the clinic in a little carrier.

She had no idea what was gonna happen.

So she just waited quietly in the cage that she was kept in.

Had some difficulties breathing.

Got taken out of the cage.

The nurse held her hand and shaved away some of the fur.

She didn't struggle at all.

Her owners were watching.

Just another regular jab maybe?

No.

When the needle went in, 

I looked away and backed out.

Coz I knew what's in the syringe..

Someone you love or someone who loves you?

捧在手心里的爱，

随时都会滑落。

一旦摔破了，

就很难再像从前一样纯真。

就让你永远住在心里吧，

那里，很安全。

(Public acknowledgement requested by obviously a thick skin person.. LOL)

It came as a surprise!

Just when i needed all the sugar, milk and cream..

That one spoonful of ice cream instantly lighted up the happy zones in my brain.

Soooooo magical.

Appreciate it budddyy!!! :D

okay done.

我不要了。