Just wondering how you guys would feel when someone says to you for example:

"Even though you are not the sharpest crayon in my crayon box, you are my favourite colour!"

Yes. Compliments with "even though".

Will you accept the compliment gladly?

Or deflect it coz of the "even though" that comes before / the "but" that follows after?

Call me lame but I would think it's cute.. :(

Next FRIDAY for me!!

Weeeee~

Can't wait to get on the crazy rides, buy some show bags and 

eat cotton candy/popcorn/corn dog/churros!! 

(not that I can't eat them during normal days but it just feels different when you eat them 

at a funfair kinda setting :P)

Best Chef Ever!

So, I had to settle my dinner today coz yy was out till like 10pm.
Was busy studying so I didn't bother to cook.
When he came back and whatsapped me what's for lunch tmr,
I sent him a picture of my "dinner"...

(notice the study notes behind people. I'm really studying....LOL)

to make it look more pathetic...

So it went like this.. (simplified version)

YY: (being sarcastic) oh yeah that looks delicious

Shu: Your own dinner that you ate outside you mean. (got pissy) Go cook now (~10.45pm), i'm coming home from lib to eat.

YY: (sends apple emoticon) give you an apple

Shu: ...

YY: Actually I feel like cooking. I will fry some yummy food!

Shu: (don't believe that he will be so nice) !!! really??

YY: Did I say I'm gonna cook for you?

Shu: (=.=)  I knew it.

And

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 TADAAAAA~

:D

Okay got to drink tea now. Coz that's freaking SUPPER...

Sometimes I wish that you can be less mature than you are.
I still want to do what other young couples do.
Being silly in public, send cheesy texts before we go to bed or be in huge fights that can end with just a simple " I love you".
We are in different stages of our lives.
You have outgrown all of these.
I'm not at where you are now.
Can you slow down your steps?
I want to be beside you.

When you have someone else to compare him with,
you will never be happy with what you have.

So much to study...

Next time. 

Next time I will study earlier.

I promise.

Procrastination, I blame you.
If I ever break my promise, it's all your fault.

No time for other stuff (except blogging).

STUDY!!!!!

"You will never get lost shu coz I know where I left ya"

She came into the clinic in a little carrier.

She had no idea what was gonna happen.

So she just waited quietly in the cage that she was kept in.

Had some difficulties breathing.

Got taken out of the cage.

The nurse held her hand and shaved away some of the fur.

She didn't struggle at all.

Her owners were watching.

Just another regular jab maybe?

No.

When the needle went in, 

I looked away and backed out.

Coz I knew what's in the syringe..

Someone you love or someone who loves you?

捧在手心里的爱，

随时都会滑落。

一旦摔破了，

就很难再像从前一样纯真。

就让你永远住在心里吧，

那里，很安全。

(Public acknowledgement requested by obviously a thick skin person.. LOL)

It came as a surprise!

Just when i needed all the sugar, milk and cream..

That one spoonful of ice cream instantly lighted up the happy zones in my brain.

Soooooo magical.

Appreciate it budddyy!!! :D

okay done.

我不要了。

YAYYYYYYYYY!!
I'm so happy at the moment.
Just finished my BIO 152 Online quiz that had been bugging me the whole time.
And he is on the plane, on his way to perth, on his way to me!
Haha.
Yeepee :)
Study break starts in 12 hours :D

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对一个人彻底死心，

需要多少时间和意志？

对你说我决定放手时，

我知道这次真的结束了。

Received a good morning text from him today.
Just a little bit toooooo sweet :)

Don't make use of someone's love for you.
One day when you look back,
you will hate yourself for what you have done to her.
Till then, she would have found someone who know how to cherish her better than you do.

Chengy's 21st!

Did a surprise birthday party for Chengy!!

This silly boy didn't realise that something was up even though we accidentally dropped so many hints =.=

Ohh well! It's good that he didn't find out! 

The initial plan was to get FC to bring him out for a movie after school. But chengy kept insisting of dropping his bag off at home since it's on the way. So, smart FC keep wasting time (by saying he wants to eat ice cream etc >.<) till there was no time left to drop off his stupid bag. HAHAHA. 

After the movies, they parked the car in the garage and apparently chengy asked FC,"what should I do for my 21st?".

And BAMMMMM.

When he walked through the garage door....

SURPRISE! Poppers and balloons~~~~

Yeah, it was once of the best surprise ever :D

Some deco~

Of course.

With kristine's friends

Yay group pic

Uncle, auntie and birthday boy!

With dj of the night..Kent!

Cousins/niece

The organizers!

Yeepee! Great job guys :D

The chef and the maid

I haven't been cooking dinner for a long time coz i hired a chef!

Not exactly hire but i got someone to cook and I will wash.

So it's a you cook I clean kinda trade.

My friend loves to cook and I don't mind washing the dishes (coz it takes so much lesser time >.<)

PS. He is such an awesome cook! You have no idea how good he is.

I used to HATE eggplant but now, after trying the eggplant dish that he made, I fell in love with this purple thing. Craving it so much that i forced him to include eggplant in the grocery list every week.

He watches masterchef and learns the dishes they make.

Super particular about presentation and taste.

Sometimes I would go, "Omg, don't need to, too much effort!" 

And he would be like, "No! Have to! The food must be well presented."

There was once he made osso bucco. 5 hours of baking.

He then reduced the sauce. Made it all pretty and nice. Then it's dinner time.

Today's dinner made me feel like blogging about it coz when he asked me to come out for dinner, it was all nicely laid out! So nice :) 

Tadaa~

According to chef:

Pan seared chicken breast wrapped in proscuitto ham with roasted potatoes and dutch carrots.

Pushing someone away as a form of protection.
A self defence developed from past experiences.
He, who is a totally different person from the one who once hurt you, will be treated unfairly.
So, let go and start loving again.

Had our first farm practical yesterday!
Love it.
Handled the horses.
O.M.G
Awesome animals.
Cannot imagine myself doing anything else other than being a vet/animal keeper :)

Meet snowy! 

Busy day!

But i was happy :)

1.46 am.

5 hours of lecture straight tomorrow morning later.

Goodnight peeps :)

Trying my best not to let it fade
but conversations die really quickly.
we would go silent and not knowing what else to say.
coz we are not in each other's lives.

当他转身背对她时，
她的伞掉了。
雨水一滴一滴地打在她身上，
她忽然清醒, 发现紧抓着不放的爱，
只会让自己更痛。

Overthinking?

What does that even mean?
If you don't tell the person or explain yourself properly,
how can you expect that person to know what you mean by that?
Of course he/she will be thinking (since you choose not to say) what are the possible meanings tied to your words.

Don't try to mindf*ck someone just to get the attention that you want.
Not cool.

She has so much to say.

But something is stopping her.

Her pride.

It just wouldn't let her.

When a guy plays with animals or little kids,

his kindness at that moment becomes so attractive :)

"While you are ignoring, someone else is begging for his/her attention."

And anyway, I'm actually quite wrong about you.

Yet Another..

Don't look at me with those eyes.
I'm afraid I might forgive you once again.

Dilemma

Long distance relationship is really hard.

Especially when the future has so many "maybes"

Was suppose to wait for just another year more.

But now, it might be 2 years or even more.

It is just all these uncertainties that make me want to rethink about stuff.

Turn back before it's too late

or go forward before the chance slips?

I'm not as strong as you think,

I actually need you right here.

Just if I had to live in your home country and you had to live in mine.

Forever alone apart.

Declaration

It's not an emo blog.

okay just sometimes.

okay okay most of the times.

OKAY. All the time.

Just needed to type it out to feel better :(

And when I sign out, I'm a happy girl again! 

How it works

1. She said no coz she felt jealous.

2. He said please coz he really wants to.

3. She said let's break up coz she don't want to be upset anymore.

4. He said that he doesn't want to end it coz he loves her.

5. She said okay coz she still likes him.

6. He came back with a new question.

7. Repeat step 1.

Put the picture on the desk, put it away, 
put it on, put it away and put it on again.

愿意为你放弃的所有一切，
却得不到你的一点牺牲。

放开，
并没有更好过。

又不是第一次
有什么好难过的！

矛盾。

说不在意，
是种伪装。
让自己看起来很大方。
不想控制你，
但是心， 却忍不住会嫉妒着。
到最后，
没人听得见心想说的话。

该休息了～

The one who once hurt you the most,
will always be the one that never leaves your heart.

同样的地方，
但你不在了。

I felt it :D

It's just like a fantasy. Just.

It's amazing how he can make you smile so easily.
But hiding your smile to make it less obvious that you like him.
He who pretends that he doesn't care,
gave the most love that he has to offer you.

And he makes you happy,
just by being there :)

That day, it rained.

Her
The unheard cry.
When he pushes you to someone else.
It hurts.
Wanting to tell him that he is the one that you have ever wished for.
Not anyone else.
But these are words that you can never tell.

Him
Pretend.
When you have to put on a fake smile.
Letting her go to someone else.
That wasn't your true self.
But the love you have for her has never been so true.

The love that they have for each other.
They never knew and will never know.

FASTERRRR

Studying for my last exam.

Just ONE LAST ONE.

And  then i can play for the rest of the 8923478231 days.

ok not so many but that's what i see.

Some of my friends finished their exams today.

Jealous max.

MY TURN TOMORROW!!

ok.back to chemistry.bye. 

You took away everything with you, except our memories.
These memories hide in every corner of this room.
Please come back and take them away.

Going back in time...
wouldn't change anything.

Exams are coming.... D:
but the rewards come right after that!
I'm counting down almost every single second :)

Don't come by too easily, i might not cherish or appreciate.

I used to

Love you.

对她的爱， 到底有多少。。
足够让你对于其他的一切都毫不在乎吗？

不用你来回答。 
她的心， 早已感觉到答案了～

Quoted from a friend.

"You never stop loving, its either you never did or you forever will.."

HOW COOL IS THIS QUOTE!

Haha. Not cheesy at all. Just so so true.

Distance.. 

makes the heart grow fonder or.. fades the love away?

we will find out.

Guess you appeared and took my fear away.

I think I'm ready :)

Who can you actually talk to?

Why use hurtful words on her?
Does that really make you feel better just because she gets to feel how you are feeling?
If it does, i don't think you love her anymore.
Don't say you do.
Coz you don't.

Get that poker face off.

What's scarier than a liar?

Someone who spit lies right in your face just to get his damn way through.
Once you know the truth,
you will feel like a total dumbass for even believing a SINGLE word of his.

GEEZ.