"While you are ignoring, someone else is begging for his/her attention."

And anyway, I'm actually quite wrong about you.

Yet Another..

Don't look at me with those eyes.
I'm afraid I might forgive you once again.

Dilemma

Long distance relationship is really hard.

Especially when the future has so many "maybes"

Was suppose to wait for just another year more.

But now, it might be 2 years or even more.

It is just all these uncertainties that make me want to rethink about stuff.

Turn back before it's too late

or go forward before the chance slips?

I'm not as strong as you think,

I actually need you right here.

Just if I had to live in your home country and you had to live in mine.

Forever alone apart.

Declaration

It's not an emo blog.

okay just sometimes.

okay okay most of the times.

OKAY. All the time.

Just needed to type it out to feel better :(

And when I sign out, I'm a happy girl again! 

How it works

1. She said no coz she felt jealous.

2. He said please coz he really wants to.

3. She said let's break up coz she don't want to be upset anymore.

4. He said that he doesn't want to end it coz he loves her.

5. She said okay coz she still likes him.

6. He came back with a new question.

7. Repeat step 1.

Put the picture on the desk, put it away, 
put it on, put it away and put it on again.

愿意为你放弃的所有一切，
却得不到你的一点牺牲。

放开，
并没有更好过。

又不是第一次
有什么好难过的！

矛盾。

说不在意，
是种伪装。
让自己看起来很大方。
不想控制你，
但是心， 却忍不住会嫉妒着。
到最后，
没人听得见心想说的话。

该休息了～

The one who once hurt you the most,
will always be the one that never leaves your heart.

同样的地方，
但你不在了。

I felt it :D

It's just like a fantasy. Just.

It's amazing how he can make you smile so easily.
But hiding your smile to make it less obvious that you like him.
He who pretends that he doesn't care,
gave the most love that he has to offer you.

And he makes you happy,
just by being there :)

That day, it rained.

Her
The unheard cry.
When he pushes you to someone else.
It hurts.
Wanting to tell him that he is the one that you have ever wished for.
Not anyone else.
But these are words that you can never tell.

Him
Pretend.
When you have to put on a fake smile.
Letting her go to someone else.
That wasn't your true self.
But the love you have for her has never been so true.

The love that they have for each other.
They never knew and will never know.

FASTERRRR

Studying for my last exam.

Just ONE LAST ONE.

And  then i can play for the rest of the 8923478231 days.

ok not so many but that's what i see.

Some of my friends finished their exams today.

Jealous max.

MY TURN TOMORROW!!

ok.back to chemistry.bye. 

You took away everything with you, except our memories.
These memories hide in every corner of this room.
Please come back and take them away.

Going back in time...
wouldn't change anything.

Exams are coming.... D:
but the rewards come right after that!
I'm counting down almost every single second :)

Don't come by too easily, i might not cherish or appreciate.

I used to

Love you.

对她的爱， 到底有多少。。
足够让你对于其他的一切都毫不在乎吗？

不用你来回答。 
她的心， 早已感觉到答案了～

Quoted from a friend.

"You never stop loving, its either you never did or you forever will.."

HOW COOL IS THIS QUOTE!

Haha. Not cheesy at all. Just so so true.

Distance.. 

makes the heart grow fonder or.. fades the love away?

we will find out.

Guess you appeared and took my fear away.

I think I'm ready :)

Who can you actually talk to?

Why use hurtful words on her?
Does that really make you feel better just because she gets to feel how you are feeling?
If it does, i don't think you love her anymore.
Don't say you do.
Coz you don't.

Get that poker face off.

What's scarier than a liar?

Someone who spit lies right in your face just to get his damn way through.
Once you know the truth,
you will feel like a total dumbass for even believing a SINGLE word of his.

GEEZ.

500 Days of Summer

When you fear commitments is when you haven't meet the right person. Really?

As the day gets nearer, the feelings get messier.

Exam results are out.
Now i am on my way to fulfil my childhood dream.

It actually happened :)

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

There is always this someone in your life.
That you missed the chance of telling him/her how you really felt at that time.
Just have to live with whatever memories that are left behind.
They are the only things that wouldn't change,
not even with time.

MAMA

The rewards held tightly in their hands, on a glamourous stage.

Exchange a fake bitter smile with a loud pitiful cry.
He, who cares, would be happier :)

The Places We Should Have Gone

Some try to forget
Some tend to dwell

I kept blaming him for falling for another girl and to many, i may seem like the victim in the break up.

But i just realised that i was actually the reason why he chose to go for someone else.
Someone better. 

She was the reason why.

X'(

Towel jumped out of the water.

There was a lot of blood on the floor and on the piece of feeding schedule infront of the tank. 

It must have struggled on the table top first and then dropped on the floor. 

When i spotted it on the ground, i freaked out totally.  

It looks really pale now and cannot even balance itself in the water. 

Its not just a fish.

Its our only pet.

We took care of it every single day.

Looking at it suffer and not being able to help AT ALL just sucks.

A simple gesture of yours that made my day :)

Pictures

Capture that moment that will never repeat itself.
It is not just a photo.

On hiatus.

Rushing reports.

RRB ep 6

如过我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏，要怎么拥有~~

to give up everything just for that one person.
Stupidity in a sane way :)

Animals aren't just your test tube with legs.

Many albino rabbits are used to test cosmetic products including the eye irritant test.

Their eyelids are forced opened for several hours by clips and after the solution to be tested is being dripped into their eyes, the clips holding on to their eyelids will prevent them from blinking.

Seriously?

Leave the animals in the nature or just keep them at your home as pets.
They do not belong to the laboratories.

Stop animal testing by only buying products that have the bunny logo!

Dreams do come true

Received a letter that i have been waiting for for 4 months since the application... Vet science :)

Conditional Offer of Admission

Dear Ms Wong

I am pleased to advise that subject to meeting the following conditions you will be eligible for admission to Murdoch University in 2012 as a full time international student:

Subject to completing the UWA Foundation Program with a High Distinction Average.

It's not that hard after all

Looking at how someone had his/her heart broken after a break up,
it just reminds you how you went through yours.
Till now, when you are still standing strong,
you realise that its not that hard after all.

R.B

ARGH.

Halloween party at the Library and AMPLIFIER CAPITOL.

Awesome shit.
But towards the end,
the devil came and took it all,
leaving the angel with a broken pair of wings.

Fake friends are worst than real enemies.

When you do someone a favour at risk and she becomes all...

I should have listened to my friends and not help.
Learnt my lesson.

Give me the keys.

I live in a cage.
I can't see what's far beyond these bars.
I long to run freely on an open grassland.
I don't feel like a king of the jungle.
I'm more like a pet cat.
ROAR. Meow.

The idea of putting animals in cages.

What's in the lion's mind?

I really want to know.

Needle and Thread

Got 3 high waisted shorts from Urban Outfitters online and when i open the package,
the shorts were like MASSIVE pieces of cloth.
Wanted to send them for alteration but apparently alteration in Australia is freaking expensive.
Once asked how much it costs to change a jacket's zip.
Guess how much is it....
$60!!!!!!!!
Are you kidding me?
So...i hand sewed (coz i dont know how to use the sewing machine =.=) them myself!
*proud*
Now they fit me perfectly ^.^

Yay.

NONO

Run fatty RUN.

Why i hate running so much before:

1. Even hearing the word "running" makes me pant and feel tired.

2. Boring.

Why im in love with it now:

1. Helps to turn me into a skinny bitch.

2. Makes me feel woohoooooo after the run.

3. Can think about lots of stuff while running (be it useful or stupid day dreamings)

My besties who know me super well will be shocked to know this.

Once asked them to call me god if i finished my 2.4km run. LOL

Now

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Let me hear some clappings!

For those ultra runners out there, 

i know you are rolling your eyes at the duration.

STOP IT.

Hahaha :P

I wonder

Blog is an online diary.
It is yours and you can post whatever you want.

But can you?
People wouldn't judge?
Really?

In the Matter of Perception

She is fat and everyone says that she is cute.

Im fat and everyone says that im ugly.

Why?

Jogginggggg

Jogged 8.5km super slowly (like bouncing speed) in 1hr20 min  while ray just speed walk beside me and take pics of the scenery.
He has this microchip in his nike shoes and the app in his phone can calculate the distance, time and calories burnt.
I only burnt 693cal........

One cookie kills it all D:

In time with you

Is there true friendship between a boy and girl?

I believe there is :)