Cuzzie asked me about ex today. She gave me good advices that i will remember always. I could tell her everything without feeling the pain, which is something which i would before. I wouldn't say that i feel nothing at all but at least not crying like a worthless girl.
I'm glad that things ended up like this for the both of us.
Maybe that girl appeared to help me out of this situation which i have been stuck in for more than a year.
She took you away but in turn gave me what i deserve in life, which is definitely not you.
If we were still together, i wouldn't have bear to leave Singapore because you were there.
I would probably STILL be crying over those meaningless quarrels, going through those painful time outs or wasting my effort salvaging a relationship that was never meant to work.
Now that I'm here, I can safely say that it can be nothing better than this.
Take care in army..
